im sorry mom for what i did
for lying
for allowing you to defend me
for not giving you reason to trust me.
i know you want me out
i can see it
you mention how i felt when i was betrayed
and you say you feel the same way.
hatred.
i hate what i did.
it wasnt worth it.
i wasnt good enough to be there earlier
but i was at 12:30.
i wish i had never done it.
i wish i hadnt goten that call
i wish i hadnt been compelled to do it.
but i was.
and i regret it
i regret the etire night.
it was fun at the time.
i didnt think youd find out
and so i threw caution to the wind
and let it go.
but i hurt you, and him, and her and him.
im a total fuckup.



love you
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Beauty will be convulsive or will not be at all.
-Andre Breton
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Mind Over Matter: If You Don't Mind, It Doesn't Matter
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Beauty will be convulsive or will not be at all.
-Andre Breton
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Mind Over Matter: If You Don't Mind, It Doesn't Matter
--
Beauty will be convulsive or will not be at all.
-Andre Breton
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Beauty will be convulsive or will not be at all.
-Andre Breton
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Though my body does yet linger in this world
I can feel myself leaving it behind
for my mind dwells else where
far from the effects of time
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Mind Over Matter: If You Don't Mind, It Doesn't Matter
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Beauty will be convulsive or will not be at all.
-Andre Breton
I hope your current difficulties can be resolved.
I am glad to meet you...
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Raggedy Man, I remember you!
And you are late for my wedding-ah!